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LIFE IS SAD
Thursday, August 25, 2005 " Love is like a train, you have to wait for it to come, and catch it at the right time. If you miss the train, you'll never be able to catch the same train again, for another train would bring you to another destination. " Mark posted at 10:03 PM.
Saturday, August 20, 2005 Another day and night has passed. What more can I expect? Everything is like some other day, because nothing has changed. Then I ask myself, why do I have to go through this for eternity? Why must I always be the one to get all the shit thrown towards me? There's always a limit to everything. I'm sick of absorbing all this nonsense because all I get back is nothing. I'm not going to care about anything anymore. Anything that do not involve around my life is just a sample of the shit that I'll get. I am human, and humans have feelings too. Don't expect me to take it all easy and pretend nothing has happened because it will never work. You didn't have to lie, and I hate you for lying to me. I hope everyone dies, so I'll live alone without having to face thinking about all this bullshit that I've been thinking about all the time. Mark posted at 5:03 AM.
Thursday, August 18, 2005 What will the Future be like? I can imagine a metropolis, tall buildings with its own entertainment facilities within the building, and everything runs systematically. Huge glass windows and white contrasts, high technology equipment and sophisticated designs etc. That is one possible conclusion, but the other takes a complete turn. A world of destruction and chaos, radioactive chemicals dangerously exposed into the atmosphere, massive heights of debris from buildings and wild raging fires. Which one of these would come true? Which make me come to a conclusion, would you rather choose to be dead or alive if you knew that the Future would be an earth full of rubble? Would you choose to continue if you knew what was going to happen? Many times I thought to myself, will the Future be different if I changed something? Making up history as I go along? But it'll never happen. I just wished that I didn't have to face some events in the past which only made me more miserable now. If I had the choice, and knew what would happen in the Future, I would've choosen not to know you at all. Mark posted at 11:17 PM.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 I thought it would fade, I thought it'll slow disappear, but I just can't seem to forget about you. I hide the pain and pretend nothing has happened, but deep inside I'm bleeding so bad that its painfully killing me.... Why do you always appear in my mind? I can't understand why. Why can't I just forget everything? Mark posted at 11:00 PM.
Monday, August 01, 2005 You left me for dead.... Why. Mark posted at 12:27 AM.
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Profile Name: Mark Leong About the Blog Life is nothing but a Sad Story. Just like reading a book, the last chapter would eventually come. Quote "I am reality. You are the dream." Links
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