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LIFE IS SAD
Wednesday, June 29, 2005 Whenever she is not around, X will start to think about her, and the more he does, the more he misses that someone. What is it that makes him think of her all the time?=\ Mark posted at 12:11 AM.
Monday, June 27, 2005  " Its just so beautiful, so peaceful and quiet.... The feeling so intense and smoothing, just to be there with that someone. " Mark posted at 10:46 PM.
X knows that she had been hurt before. He wants her to feel happy, to feel like the luckiest girl in the world. He doesn't want her to be hurt again. Mark posted at 12:42 AM.
Sunday, June 26, 2005 I read the blog and remembered something that you had said to me before: " what if tomorrow never comes? what if I dont wake up tomorrow morning? would I have any regrets? are there any unfinished things that are left hanging? words unsaid .. things left undone? " Sadly, I've never been able to tell you what I've wanted to say. I was afraid of learning that what I have to say would take a turn. I was afraid that you would leave. But until that night, when it all occured to me, what if you said really happened? And that I would probably regret not saying what I wanted to say to you, knowing that I always said I would next time.... It doesn't matter if tomorrow never comes, or any words left unsaid, for I will never have to regret again. Thank you. =) I like you, silly. Mark posted at 3:49 AM.
Thursday, June 23, 2005 I dont know what can you make believe, but that is something that I hope I will be able to achieve. It doesn't matter how long it takes, a month or a year, as long as you are willing to pick up those pieces and glue them together again. =) Mark posted at 11:42 PM.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005 It will always stay the same, unless you want it to leave. Its always you, silly! Mark posted at 8:47 PM.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005 Confusion - a word that has no specific explanation. Why do things always happen, when you dont want it to be that way, and vice versa? The feeling of having something but you take it for granted. But on the other hand, you can't live without thinking about it. Is this feeling a sense of confusion or some other word which I can't really think of right now? I keep telling myself if things were to go differently someday, I wouldn't really be bothered by it. But I am just trying to find an excuse, because I really do care; and I dont want to think about it when it really happens. Mark posted at 10:31 PM.
Monday, June 20, 2005 A silly girl wanted this story. It just those silly cute actions that makes me smile... X hopes to see her again soon. =) Mark posted at 11:18 PM.
Sunday, June 19, 2005 X will never give up, he will always be there, just like the sun in the sky.... "I am just like the sun and you are the flower. I'll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But you'll know that I'm forever trying to reach to you. Just wait for the clouds to clear off if you can't receive my sunlight." Mark posted at 1:36 AM.
Thursday, June 16, 2005 It seemed like a flash, and X found himself missing her again. He wonders what she thinks of him, and if she felt the same too.... Mark posted at 9:54 PM.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 X wanted to see her again. He wanted to see her so badly, to see her talk, laugh and smile... Mark posted at 10:26 PM.
Monday, June 13, 2005 If the world was so fanatastic, so beautiful, there wouldn't be a need for us to have dreams. Somewhere out there, lies a place so wonderful which are just like the every key to our dreams. But to get there, lies a certain doubt, whether to believe that such a place exists or not. No one will ever know if it exists unless that person is already there. Its all up to each individual whether to put their very trust into believing, just like how they would call it 'Faith'. Unless that person fully gives his/her 'Faith', then he/she will discover the real wonders of happiness and certainty that what most will never experience. Mark posted at 1:03 AM.
Friday, June 10, 2005 After day goes by, another month and year. 4 years ago seems like yesterday. I wondered how we managed to lose contact, but I hope that 10 years down the road someone will still call me up to say the whole story of the movie.... Thank you silly. =p Mark posted at 11:11 PM.
Its funny how one is defined 'Fated' to meet. How can you tell apart from Fate and Coincidence? X hopes that one day he would be with her, the very girl in his dreams... He will always be waiting for her to believe in him and trust him. He wants her to love him, be by his side. He wants her to stay and be with him, for if there is an end, she will be the one to leave.... Mark posted at 1:21 AM.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005 So many questions, but so few answers. How I wished you were more than that, but no, it would only take a miracle for it to happen. There is nothing I can really do.... Mark posted at 2:26 AM.
Thursday, June 02, 2005 Trademark - Miss You Finally But I miss you finally But I miss you finally Try to remember all these years We shared the love we shared the tears Thought that forever it would be I realize you lie to me I still hold on Still dream of days when we were one [Chorus] You played with my heart You played with my mind But I miss you finally Right from the start My love made me blind But I miss you finally All of these promises you made This 4 letter word it seems to... Baby it's hard to understand Now that you're gone We reached the end I still believe Still dream of days when we were one [Chorus 3x] You played with my heart You played with my mind Right from the start My love made me blind Mark posted at 1:58 AM.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005 Life still goes on like a never ending journey. Sometimes X would just like to sit down and stop time for that very moment. But time will never stop, people will never wait for you, they will leave you behind and move on with their lives. X hates to move on, he wants to just sit in the autumn leaves and watch the leaves fall from the branches forever. If only a season would last forever, if only autumn would never leave, and winter would never come... How sad it is that we can never really enjoy our lives as much as we want to. And so does X. Mark posted at 12:44 AM.
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Profile Name: Mark Leong About the Blog Life is nothing but a Sad Story. Just like reading a book, the last chapter would eventually come. Quote "I am reality. You are the dream." Links
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