LIFE IS SAD

Saturday, May 22, 2004
"My life is nothing but regrets ever since it started. There are times when I really feel like terminating myself but I can't. I can never live a normal lifestyle, or lead a normal life. I am tired of doing things I don't want to do or pretending to be someone I am not. But that is something I have to do, it is my job. I have to get used to losing people who are important to me, and there is nothing I can do but watch them disappear. It really hurts so bad inside that sometimes I really wish to tell the truth to the person I love and its so frustrating, because I can't - my life is on the line...."

My life is always sad, because I can never lead the life of a normal human being.

Mark posted at 1:31 AM.


Thursday, May 13, 2004
"For nights I have stayed up late as I couldn't sleep, just thinking of you. Each time I see the moon in the sky, it would remind me of you. The feeling is unexplainable, the feeling of pain and sadness makes me want to die. It hurts so badly that there are times which I really felt so sad and want to cry, feeling so lonely inside. I will change, I will take care of you from afar, and I hope someday you will come back to my side again. It doesn't matter if you are not with me anymore, but rather how I will always be there waiting for you...."

"All I want is for you to promise me that you will take good care of yourself."

- Martin Neo Aasen
Mark posted at 3:20 AM.


Tuesday, May 04, 2004



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Selena - Dreaming Of You

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and
I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
And the courage to say
How much I love you (yes I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world that I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Ahh ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Til tomorrow and for all my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
Dreaming with you endlessly

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world that I'd rather be
Dreaming with you endlessly......

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"This song will forever remind me of a girl I knew, and Life would never be the same again without her."


Mark posted at 10:32 PM.


Monday, May 03, 2004
It never came. It was nothing but regrets. X had finally realised the truth, the answer to his questions. He had unknowingly caused destruction upon himself. It is already too late to change the truth. Lying on the floor in pitch darkness, the torturing slience makes it too much for him to take. X will never see the light again, for all along he was walking into darkness he created himself......

Everything that has a Beginning has an End.

- End -
Mark posted at 5:49 PM.


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Name: Mark Leong
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Age: 19
Country: Singapore
School: Temasek Polytechnic
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