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LIFE IS SAD
Tuesday, November 25, 2003 Server crashed. System shutdown.
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Friday, November 21, 2003 What is the purpose for your very existence here, in life. Pause for a minute. Think, think of what motivates you to live on in life. What is the motivation - so strong that keeps you going on and on, continuing this strenuous world. A world which controls you into being what you are right now.
'I can feel the trees fling past from the window of a car. I see the people, the very people which what makes the world now - I see them walking on pavements, I see them crossing streets. I see them reading newspapers on benches. But do they know the meaning of life? The purpose of living? Have they ever stopped and think why they are here for? Have they ever looked around, and see for themselves, the world they are living.... A world so sad and lonely, that they have never looked beyond it. What is the meaning, the very sole reason for their existence? The Matrix is in their minds. They cannot believe the truth that lies beyond them. Their minds are not freed. I have been down that road. I know, because I was once looking for the same thing. These people do not realise the truth, which makes me the very aspect of being The One....' - Neo
Have you ever wondered why life is so unfair sometimes? Or how come, it seems, as though things are not in your favour. What is the motivation that keeps you moving. It is the very reason of your existence. But when you lose that motivation, it's the same as losing your meaning in life......
Mark posted at 2:17 AM.
Wednesday, November 19, 2003 Dreams can become fantasies. A dream would never last forever. So does love. What is the reason behind love? Why do humans love? It is a question which cannot be answered - because there is no answer. The answer lies inside the love itself. That love is just an emotion, an emotion unexplainable which all human beings have....
X would never forget the times he spent courting B. Being together everyday was something which cannot be seen, but felt. X missed her every time he wasn't with her. There were times when X felt lonely, but B would call him up several times a day. Both of them talked on the phone every night will late. It was so unbelievable that X thought this could not be happening to him, everything that he would ever want for. He was in a dream, a dream he thought would come true. But he doesn't realise the difference between the fantasy and the real world. For a dream never comes true...... To be continued.... Mark posted at 11:56 PM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2003 Everything that has a beginning has an end. A person so in love that he would take his life just to be with her. There is no Fate. It doesn't exists. A world so cruel and unfair that it would mean nothing - nothing to a machine, which is what makes humans beings so weak....
It was 2 weeks before X saw B again. He was thinking of her all day, missing her every minute. X looked forward to seeing her again. He had a purpose in life. A purpose to be with her. To take care of her. Just when the both of them got to know each other well, X found himself deeply in love with B. Days went by like seconds. X spent every single minute he could with her. B on the other hand, soon began to develop feelings for X...... To be continued.... Mark posted at 12:59 AM.
Sunday, November 16, 2003 A machine does not develop feelings or emotions. Yet this is so different from a human, the reason which makes humans so vulnerable in all aspects. What is the meaning behind the reason, that a human can feel and a machine cannot....
His mind catches the sound of the wind. He looks up into the clear blue sky thinking how lonely his life is. X knows that it would never be the same again, yet he hopes for the day she would come back to him. A hope so small that it wouldn't mean anything. He wonders, when he would finally wake up from the dream that he never will. The dream started the very first minute he saw B. She was a girl so different, a girl who left a deep impression in his mind. X would never stop thinking since the day he saw her, and counted the number of days till he would see her again...... To be continued.... Mark posted at 11:28 PM.
Saturday, November 15, 2003 Imagine a world without feelings or emotions. The hurt that can only be expressed by words. A pain so blind that nothing, and no one can experience it - except yourself....
X wakes up every morning thinking about her. He sees the sun in the sky but he doesn't care if it exists anymore. He has nothing to look forward to. Everyday to him is just a routine, a repetition which he has to do every single day. X is totally shut from the real world. He is still stuck in a dream - a dream he never wants to wake up from. He has nowhere to go in life. He is trapped in a cycle, running around in circles endlessly. It is a feeling so unforgettable that people get tired telling him to wake up. But X will never let go, until the day he realises the meaning of his life again...... To be continued.... Mark posted at 12:52 AM.
Friday, November 14, 2003 What is a dream to you. How do you, define dream? Is it for real? Would it become real? If so, what is a dream when it becomes real - then it wouldn't a be called a dream anymore.....
B is a girl who believes in Fate. She is a strong minded girl who believes in getting what she really wants. B believes in love, but she doesn't realise the real meaning of being in love. To her, love is something which is so deep, yet simplistic. She takes things step by step, day by day - she doesn't look ahead of what she is doing until she finds out the outcome. An outcome which is so dramatic that nothing can change what is going to take place..... To be continued.... Mark posted at 1:24 AM.
Thursday, November 13, 2003 Ever had the feeling of losing someone very important to you, someone who means more than anything in the world....?
X is a guy who doesnt believe in Fate. He had the world to dream for, with hopes and goals to look forward to in his life. But somehow his dreams had crashed to an end. For he had lost the most important person in his life - A person so important to X that he is willing to do anything in the world for. Sadly to say, those pleasant dreams are nothing but just happy memories to him now. He doesn't see the need to have a meaning in life anymore..... Mark posted at 2:13 AM.
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Monday, November 10, 2003 Its the beginning of a new life. Creation.
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